im with someone new. so are you. but that doesnt mean all the feelings i have for you are gonne. when someone asks me if im in your truck and im not. it breaks me inside. i miss you alot. we had 4 awesome months and we went through so much i dont think anybody will understand…  i just wanna scream… or walk up to you and grab your face and kiss you … your my bestfriend and i cant deny the fact that i still love you… and its hard for me to hear your with someone else… or know in the back of my mind its not me anymore… i dont think this pain will ever go away. i ust wish you could go back to being that guy i fell in love with … the one that was different . .. not the one whos every other guy… i miss you richard allen turner jr. please come back…